hello again!

Currently typing this at 00.12 Sydney time. It's only 8 pm at my hometown :( Thanks God my sleeping pattern is not ruined ^^
Being far away from home is really hard, I always thought I'm a strong girl and with anti social and individualistic character I have, It wouldnt be such a fuss for me to live alone in another country. It was really easy at first..but at night when I realized I was alone,  I just...couldn't handle it. My mum says it's normal to be homesick and I need to seek for activities to get my mind off it..but yea, adapting to a strange environment is really sucks. I've lived my life for 22 years without a hassle, life is always easy back home..my comfort zone. Mum and dad always took care of everything. When time was hard, I had a lot of friends to cheer me up.
I dont know what God has prepared for me, they say God didnt give you test you couldn't overcome. this is my choice, as a 22 years old crybaby, no matter what difficulties lay ahead of me I have to take care of it myself. I want to make my parents proud of me.
That's it.
I'm sorry for blabbering some words you probably don't understand, It did make me feel better to share about it. It took out a lot of burden and tears both in my heart and my tear gland.

School's starting tomorrow, wish me all the best luck!

For you who are having a hard time (or even harder than me), please be patient, these things will pass, I promise. Goodnite :)